Whoo. School. ._.
It blows. Ahahahahaha Not really.

Seeing as no one probably ever reads my journal, it's where I will officially rant because no one ever cares to ask. xD

School's going pretty well, I guess. It's kind of hard juggling school and the rest of my life. Thanks to school, sleep is a lot more important since I have to wake up early. -_- No more sleeping around 2ish. D: I've been sleeping at 11. The horror. D:

The other half of my life is devoted to church/youth. As an adult leader this year, I kind of feel some pressure. I feel like I have to be all grown up and stuff. Ahahahaha~ Some people think I'm in 10th grade. ._. I don't know how to feel about that.

I don't know what to do. My heart is hurting and all these people are heavy on my heart. I want to help but I don't know how. And I'm scared of saying the wrong thing or carrying too much of their burden. No one ever asks about how I'm feeling. No one know what I'm holding inside and what I'm feeling. I feel like a bottle with a cap on. Everything's been held it for quite a long time now. I don't think anyone fully knows the real me. I miss having someone caring and I miss a couple of specific someones. Every once in a while, I'll see something or someone that reminds me of them and my heart wrenches. I feel like crying but nothing could ever bring them back to my side. We made out choices and I'm probably the only one hurting by this.

Hugs, please.



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